Wednesday, November 11, 2009
♥ 9:41 PM
i actually wanted to blog about 3 events. but haha nvm. i shall blog about 2 of whivh both happened in the TOILET! okay
incident 1after showering, i came out of the bath tub, and apparently my maid went to wash those rugs that i usually step on so that i wun slip. so without it, tada i fell! i slipped on 1 foot and sat on the toilet bowl. thanks man luckily im fat enough so that i dun fall INTO the toilet bowl.
incident 2my shower head can put on this thing to hold it so that i dun have to hold it when i shower. and when i was using it today (i mean just now), with like shampoo everywhere, i caught a glimpse of the shower head dropping down. so instinctively i closed my eyes, scream and use my hand to bao1 my head so if it drops it wun hit my head. but then after a while i din feel anything. so i opened my eyes to see the shower head hanging just millimetres above my head. HAIZ, its not such a bad thing being short after all. if its gao or meliang, i think their head kena bruise already!!
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Monday, November 9, 2009
♥ 7:53 PM
是你让我爱上罐糖...吃着罐糖不禁让我想起你,我的好朋友。
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Friday, November 6, 2009
♥ 11:28 PM
today
GOH YING SIU graduated from NYGH. nanyang really lies in my blood. i've been part of the ny family since i was, hmm lets recall, 5 y.o. right i feel really old right now. yep i was in ny kindegarten, nyps (LOVE!) and NYGH(35 times the love fun joy and yada inside joke). so that makes me part of it for12 years and it also means i've worn hongzi for 10 years which equals a decade. oh that soudns long. BUT i think i love hongzi, i mean when i look at hci uniform that i would be wearing next year, all i thikn is right i look like a square gantang. so hongzi is like totally great for me. anyway im here to blog in response to steffi's post previously.
in alphabetical order.
steffi chang aka LAMCHANG.
hi arafi. some stupid name i gave u last year. haha. steffi really thank you for those awesome bucket loads of fun we had together. when we're together, nope i dun burn down the sch together with jac, we're just making things look really stupid and we end up really noisy. like especially when we're really bored in class. rmb all te stupid stats we cooked up for our zheng rong thing. everything was just so funny and how meiqi and i gao3 guai4-ed at meiqi's hse using yr msn acct. but hey we became your matchmaker in the end din we. okay apart from taht, i think you know a lot about me, like a little, i mean quite a lot more than what you need to know. haha mummy keeps asking me to tell her what i tell u and gen. but she usually likes to imagine stuff all by herself. BUT i really hope we still can be best buddies in JC, being awesomely wacky laughing at the most unlaughable stuff.
ps. ssc dao-ed me. im sad.
junying (i always call u jun) aka LAMCHEW
why you haven get married yet, then the other people cannot get married. nvm steffi's and my task next year is to scout one hci nerd for you. uhm no la. we've been classmates since sec 1! and i rmb how we ice skated, just the 2 of us last year. although i think we embarrassed ourselves a little at the rink trying to imitate the figure skaters, im sure it was fun. and this year if we go again, we'll have more people. yes and i think you're really 1 wonky and weird and funny and i dunno what word fits you! you're a little of everything. hope your can stay ever so cheerful and CRAZy next year and rock hci man! and i will rmb you love aunty lucy :D
kelly aka (so many) kepps, keppy CKP (chaokaypoh), ks (kiasu), sks (Super kiasu), and of course ML! (MRS _________)
hi mummy. i've know you since sec 1. to recall, i think its kinda scary to even remember we gang4-ed tai2 in sec 2 over some idiotic project. yeah but we've evolved to become really good friends. although. *cough cough* i scold you at times, actl quite a lot of times for fun, because you're the eaisest to bully, you sure bring joy & entertainment to me and to the rest of us. We always try to push you into the ecopond of bio lab. we succeeded in the bio lab one, but not for the eco pond. im sure, i will, with the help of gen, we would push you into the ecopond! someday, we'll be back inNY together to make sure that happens. anyway a really BIG BIG BIG thankyou for helping me with all my hw from math chem etc etc. haha dun betray daddy okay!
ps. chinese new year next year is on valentine's day. so the day i meet him is 1 day after valentine's day. so what are you thinking of now?? *smiles*
genevieve (hope i got this right) aka, gen & LAMCHAM
right i never understood how to pronounce your surname, but that doesn really matter rite? HELLO KITTY?! must rmb to practise your badminton ar, or not send you back for training! hahaha. although we only became closer this year, it shows how he2 we are because we're probably as close as how i am to for eg steffi. but steffi and i have been in the same clique since last year so yeah. you're so smart which makes me feel rather stupid next to you. i remember how i started imitating erictan in class when i was too bored and he noticed me and stared in our direction. haha but well, thats just a small part of the really weird and fun stuff we did together. i rmb like what burning peauts together or smth. it seems a lil weird because i thought you are a very dao person last year. haha i tell you before. anyways hope you continue to be ever so lovable and must open up more! don so zi4 bi4 to people. sometimes you very quiet and zi4 bi4, even to me! and go zhui1 after your da fan shu!
ps. maybe i will learn ballet one day, then you can see me dance like 1 fat pumpkin! hahaha
althea aka NENEHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (one and only)
hi han ee jiog. i doubt i will ever forget yr name. it sounds so korean. i even rmb yr bro's name la! dobson han jiong siew and louis han mao siew. ALL SOUND SO KOREAN and you're so CUTE! i wanna ruffle yr hair. and you really look like your brothers! you don't camera shy la! dun jia3 jia3, i know you love attetion (jus joking). anyway, i rmb you as you sitting behind me int eh 1st term of 2008! with chloe and sarah loke. haha and you always ask tons of questions until we wanna choa tio. nevertheless you are our always one and only super duper cute nenehan!!! pls rmb to collect your tiongweihao presents in future! maybe you will get diff presents from him in JC but dont leave them anywhere in sch. but we un be going back there so often but hey, really thank you for being so funny and providing entertainment at weird times. hope you stay ever so cute with yr hairstyle!
ps. i was really excited when i saw u and steffi in shanghai that day for lessons because thats the 1st time i saw a classmate overseas. my group dun have any of our classmates. yeah.
to: steffi, jun, kepps, gen & althea althoug i dun eat lunches and recesses with yall, i really appreciate yall for accepting who i am. i know i spend a lot more time with my sqms, like practically every lunch & recess with them and dun spend them with you guys. yall still accepted me for who i am and didn't mind that fact. its not easy striking balance between yall and my sqms but i guess having yall as friends really made life for me easier. thank you very much and when we see each other again, we'll have a bridge club!
302'08 & 402'09: thank you for being such a wonderful class. i really like 302 & 402 much much much much more than my sec 1 & 2 class. This class really gave me truck loads of fond memories and great classmates. we may have out own cliques in class, but the important pooint is practically all our cliques stay together in peace and harmony. no catfight, no bitching or any sorts. really a nice brainy, crazy unique class. i love you guys, forever.
squadmates: some words don;t need to be explicitly said here and whatever i wanted to say to yall have been expressed already sometime ago during pop ba. so grad day post shall be dedicated to my class.
edit: i needed to add this in. i got kissed twice today by you know who. who else goes round kissing ppl?! and that makes it a total of 3 kisses from her.
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Monday, October 26, 2009
♥ 10:50 PM
you know what? dun ask me why im so bloody freaking pissed today. i don't really give a damn how popular i am among them, or how they look at me, or whatever shit attitude i get from shit people. seriously some people might want to rethink how they treat people around them, reflect about what attitude they give people. hello im doing all the shit here, and you give me shit attitude. this whole post is jsut filled with shit because some people gave me really sai attitude today and i simple, plainly hate it. if she's better, or he's nicer, or blah blah is nicer than me i honestly don't care. Just respect me as a human, give me a neutral attitude at least (im not even like expecting some really BFF really good buddy kind of treatment). i just don't expect all this crap from you when i've been doing all teh crap work for 1 damn year and you're there pretending that everything was done by you, bai3 chu1 this hen3 guan1 xin1 de yang4 zi3, smoking your way through as though everything was done by you. i don't need the recognition, i dun hanker after that. i just didn't need that crap attitude from you. if you really cared, c'mon you would have contributed whole year round and not jsut put up a front in front of others.
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
♥ 11:45 PM
SHOPPING IS SUCH A SIN!
i spent let see....about $30+ today while out shopping with sqms. yeah i spent the most. i'm such a compulsive shopper (that is if i'm not broke). okay lets start with food, bought milk tea and tao suan. never eat lunch so yeah. OH YES. you see yesterday it was arranged that these people would be turning up: melia cong chu and hong (who would be late due to her violin lesson). today melia said she doing the thing and need to make ex-link card so will be late. then chu say her parents make her eat first so will be late. then cong say she helping with melia and duno what la so will be late too! SO i was there at like 1.10 and stoned =.= okay went to extend my ex-link, there was a very long queue but heck i had so much time anyway. then went to far east plaza and awlked around looking at clothes bag shoes yada yada the things girls always look at. hmm saw the tank top, i like the colour, but it doesnt fit nicely on me. okay skip! then there was this offer for this whole range of tank top at $10 per piece, with quite nice prints, and they were free size. and i went to try, and they were, like, really tiny. barely could squeeze in. then melia and cong were discussing about it. but since i cant fit in, haha they cant either. i wanted to buy flats today. thats my main aim. bought it at $22.90 after looking at quite a few pairs. hmmm i saw quite a few potential ones, then cut down to 2. i was torn between them. i bought the one that was more practical, but didn't like it as much as the other one. okay the one i bought was dark blue with those cute cute kind of prints. can pei4 more colours. then the other is checked, black white and red. it makes my feet look more streamlined. but then the colours harder to match with all the blending while making it checked. SOOOOOO i decided to buy the mroe practical one D: if i have money, or diao4 dao4 jin1 gui1 xu4, i'll buy as many shoes as i want. dont have to care about practicality. the checked shoes really can pei4 quite few clothes in my closet. okay clothes. i went to try these dress that looks quite nice. BUTTT dress is not practical for me. if i bought it, that would be my 1st dress (other han graces gown) that i will own in my teenage years. yah din buy it, not worth my money, unless my mummy pays (: i wanted to buy tank top la actl. i have enough tees in my wardrobe. haha i usually wear tank top or t0shirts with shorts cuz besides school, i normally only go for guitar. not like last time for so much time to shop D: ahh okay of whining i wanted to go see ion orchard, the last time i went i jsut visited uni qlo, but it was so packed that i was "I'M OUTTA HERE RIGHT IS MINUTE DUDE!" yeah so i went there again, went to mango. i dunno why but i like mango tank tops. call them plain or ordinary, i love them. i bought 1 esprit tanktop but, it just doesn fit as well, i dunno. yeah i bought this rat her dark kind of xmas green. i liked the blue and the pink. BUT!!! the blue, i have a smilar colour already and melia's buying it. pink, the coloure was really nice! but din have my size. i could have actually settled for a size bigger, but it would expand after washing so decided not to. i went to the other outlets to check like in isetan, taka, and the one opp far east plaza after shaw i think. all dun have. isetan and taka dun carry that colour anymore, the one opp far east dun have my size too. i got damn tired so asked the person to help me check. and around orchard area (which has so many mago outlets), the pink colour of my size mai4 duan4. old season one mah. $9 only leh!!! so cheap. there are other tank tops but diff colour and cutting so i decided not to buy and save money. but as i was roaming around jumping from 1 outlet to another, i spotted a few random shops on the streets. a bit like pasar malam, but it has a stall to itself, but its in the open, not in the building. anyways, the point is they sold bags (i saw one similar to chuxi's bag), shoes, FLIP FLOPS! t-shirts that cost only $6 tanktops, wallets. totally OMG! i had to curb my shopping addiction. anyway i went into tangs, anddd of course i went to see shoes. omgggg i want a whole closet of shoes!!!!! shoes are never enough. yeah do you know how painful it is to not walk into a shop? or how dreadful it is when you cant whip out your wallet from your bag to pay for this tanktop or tee or pair of shoes you really love because you're broke?! *sighs* life's sad. okay ive been blogging quite nonsensically but let me end off with something cool aobut mango. it is currently carrying tshirts that bears quotes from paulo coelho's series of books. there are 6 in total i think. its being sold world widenow. yeah love the quote, but don't like the tshirt design. anyway i thought this was a really meaningful quote that i saw " It's what you are, not what others make of you".
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Friday, October 16, 2009
♥ 8:17 PM
i know. should be on hiatus now. but the recent turn of events really got me thinking. it made me think about regrets. i honestly dislike, okay hate that churny feeling in you when you regret about something. i know. it's my fault. i couldnt decide earlier. i wasn't independent and brave enough to make my choice. i was a coward. i was afraid. i was scared of this, feared this feared that and when i decided to face up to my heart and ignore logicality, its in my face that sorry you're out. bye. no more chances. so waht if i want it now. so what. everyone's cursing the bad clash of timing. so? its not anyone's fault but mine. and if i cant stand external influences, sorry i have no say. sorry i disappointed anyone who spent their 1 or 2 years convinceing me. im sorry i never lived up to your expectations. i know i should live up to mine, lead my own life but sometimes you realy need to live for other who need you.
all i can say is "决定好了又怎样,想好了又怎样,已经太迟了。"
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Sunday, October 4, 2009
♥ 5:22 PM
okay i went to Bolshoi Ballet. IT'S DAMN GOOD! the techniques are totally woah! it's a russian troupe. world class standard. it's the opening performance for the SUN festival and my mum's friend's has complimentary tickets, so there i go. it cost abt 200bucks per ticket? so im lucky i guess. i've got box seats, so i guess it was quite a good view? it was at the esplanade concert hall. the only other thing i watched at esplanade is chitty chitty bang bang! hey don't laugh, it was nice (: went with my young niece (distant one, my bro isnt married with kids!). the place was flooded with kids, ahem! i was one of them. although i was probably one of the oldest. ahem its okay. ya the lead dancers are married! okayy the male lead dancer is te art director too. ahhh the point is rite, there is one guy who looked very cute on stage! very young, looked like at least. really damn cute! and HOT! very fair also! yeah after finishing the performance went to the dunno what tent for some reception. thats the point where i have decided i hate social events. call me loner, but i cant seem to mix and mingle with people i don't even know! i just sat there with my mum, her friend and daughter. oh they had arabic food, and i was like huh? okay i dunno how to eat, but its okay (: yeah anw after that i walked back to the esplanade so that we could go home. then we saw 2 male dancer, 1 is some dancer la, the other 1 is the very cute one!! he really very cute leh! hmmm not bad on and off stage all very cute (:
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Sunday, September 20, 2009
♥ 9:49 PM

thats my ear, dun freak out. my ear so pretty hor! *puke* yeah so proud. i finally went to get it done after waht happened in sec 1 D:
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Sunday, September 13, 2009
♥ 10:39 PM
i think i officially finished reading all the blogs about _____. some things just cant be said here.
this is probably one of the rarest times that i din blog abt my feelings explicitly here. 有些话不是说在嘴边,是藏在心里。别人不知道你的心里想什么也无所谓。 我其实真的真的很羡慕他们。虽然他们口上是硬了一些,但心里却非常爱___。
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♥ 10:20 PM
HI!
I'M OFFICIALLY DEADthis is bad. I know. Technically i'm chionging all my homework in one day, that is, today *applause* why? okay lets analyze quickly.
sun/sat (before the hol week)--uhh can't rmb, had something
mon-- DALT at CCAB
tues--Chem extra lesson
wed--NCOTC day 1
thurs--NCOTC day 2
fri--quiz comp mugging day
sat--quiz comp + guitar
sun--chiong all my homework
now you know why i have no time for homework at all. until today. the spare time i spent was for studying quiz comp. yeah thats why i'm dead. okay im not slacking here, im just resting for a while. i swear i worked my ass off today. buti woke up at 10.30am. this happens when i slept for 3.5 hours the night before. ahhh sad. okay technically i only needed to spend a few hrs in sch on thurs, but i prob my entire day in sch on wed/thurs although i din need to. i/cs allocated slots. haha but no regrets :D
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Saturday, September 12, 2009
♥ 10:50 PM
*delete*
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♥ 10:27 PM
quiz comp. i have nothing to say. after that we went to lot one and after debating for a long LONG while we decided to buy whatever we wanted and go upstairs to eat. then we regurgitated 47 questions. zomg powderful memory. i dun wanna talk abt quiz, we should all have slept like 10 hours earlier. sleeping 3h+ isnt a really nice experience. this is why:
1. walking from je mrt to christofori - nearly fell down the steps
2. walked as slow as a tortoise and was late for lessons
3. slouched around guitar class because i was too lazy to sit upright, rather too tired
4. yawned when mr lim was playing a very nice piece of music
shall post 2 pictures i took on ..... days. i dunno, but maybe i snap pics when i'm emotional. both pics are around the same are at diff times, diff days and a total diff feeling.

9th Sept 09

10th sept 09
meliang finished 隐形的翅膀 before me (like duh, i was spending my time mugging for quiz). she chose 当你孤单你会想起谁. as always, mr lim play the whole song once for us to hear. all the while i looked down at my own guitar. felt it welling up. and when mr lim reached the chorus......i shan't continue.
背影变得越来越小。那种画面只想它停滞在每个人的脑海中。
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
♥ 9:47 PM
我看哭的不只是你们而已
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♥ 8:21 PM
闭上眼睛,唱着这首歌... ...NP 英雄在我心中曾经有一个梦
要让NP让你忘了所有的痛
灿烂星空 谁是真的英雄
平凡得我们给你最多感动
在没有恨 也没有了痛
但愿unit处处都有爱的影踪
用我的爱还你真心付出
祝福你的人生从此与众不同
把握NP李的每一分钟
全力以赴我们心中的梦
不经历NP怎么见人生
没有NP的日子实在难过
把握NP里每一次感动
和心爱的squadmates热心享用
用真心的话 和开心的泪
在你我的心理流动
用真心的话 和开心的泪
在你我的心理流动
回家的路上,听不到身边的杂音,是听出心中哼着这首歌... ...
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Sunday, September 6, 2009
♥ 8:57 PM
i'm reading gmail's old maild. like really old. like during 37 ma'ams time. and i look at how sqms write, its so different. i look at the content, it's so different. are these signs of our maturity?
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Friday, August 28, 2009
♥ 10:58 PM
i feel our ...breaking.
hierachy, social norms & traditions. what do they mean?
subjectivity- that's my answer.
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♥ 12:08 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIAN YE SIR!!!!!
okay did that for donsir, so fair fair lauhm okay im tired and sleepy. have phy quiz like today, its past 12!
which explains the brithday greeting. uhm i want shirley temple!
here's how it looks:

okay so for those who doesnt know what's shirley temple, the steffi purposely intepreted it as
tampon, its a mocktail. MOCKtail, so no alcoholic content. it's made of gingerale & grenadine syrup. from what i remember, i quite enjoyed it. okay thats being modest. i love it. but i cant remember when was the last time i drank it, so honestly i might not like it now. when i turn 18 i shall drink cocktail. not mocktail. but i won't choose something so strong such as margarita (mainly made out of tequilla). yeah 2 more years man.
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Thursday, August 27, 2009
♥ 11:36 PM
my user profile in my comp is corrupted. how nice to start off my night of homeworking.
sarcastic
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♥ 10:45 PM
I grew 2kg heavier. WTH! IM FAT. i mean im getting FATTER!!! oh sheesh, what's the world becoming? Im
expanding by the second man. okay yep i knew a few days ago (gen told me) that the thing we wrote for J.Tan for the teacher's day montage is selected. So yo peeps out there, keep an eye out okay, cuz whats gonna be on the montage (that small little msg/description/whateer you wish to call it), is wriiten by my class!
specifically our group because each group had one teacher and we got JT. hahaha i think its funny okay. let's see, im goin to finish pu gong ying de yue ding, laoshi (eh i forgot his name, mr what?) ask us to choose another song, but the song all damn difficult! super jia lat.
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